last july i met a girl during MMS(minggu mesra siswa). she's one of the freshi in my LDK group. after a week we start sms-ing each other until about 2 weeks later, she confess that she love me. i don't have any feeling towards her at that time. but i tell myself, why not i give her a chance.
By time passing by...i really fall to her. and now i really love her but as everybody said, love does hurt. she seems hard to be honest with me. she hurt and broke my heart a few times already till now. we started smoothly, but u can't always get sunshine...the bad time came. almost every there's issue between us and its always because she can't keep her promise.
Yesterday she broke my heart again when i said iwant to meet her at 9am, she sms she will be late because of something. i give time limit till 10am(i was in angry and bad mood at that time). but she didn't show up. at about 12pm she came.(i still wait for her even the time limit had pass cause i want to give chance cause i really love her). i ask what stop her from met me that morning,she sadi she playing computer game. how you would feel when somebody you love turn her back from you just to playing a computer game instead of be with you, met you..
I'm so dissapointed with her..you may say i'm a fool but yes i did give her another chance. i don't know how far can i still stand her. i do love her but if she's continouing being like that its better for me to just let her go.. and i'm b alone. Furthermore i'm going for industrial training starting 1st of december. and i'm not going to be around here(uitmpp) for next semester, and after that i'm finish my diploma.
I don't know what to do. i just love her so much. but i also cant't take it anymore. it just too painful to me...
